A CEREBRAL STORM

There is definitely a storm,
The one similar to Hurricane Patrica
Heading towards my brain.
Damaging my nervous system,
Protection layers are already destroyed,
A billion neurons are killed,
Brainstem is broken,
Pressure can be recorded in killobars,
And my brain is working 50%,
Contradictory to scientists' claim,
For a normal being.

Yeah! This is not normal.... !!

By God's grace,
My body is supportive.
Arteries are at work,
Oxygen supply being doubled,
Nutrient consumption increased.

But what am I thinking?
Am I thinking to rest it,
With my experience of minor atmospheric disturbances.

Whom am I fooling?
Self?
The people around?
or
You, The Almighty?

I don't have an answer
Only TIME can heal.