A Difficult Poetry

I want to write,
But from where should I begin?
The whole saga,
Everything begins with ' I'm a woman'.
.
.
I'm a woman,
Surrounded with fear and danger,
Yet, I'm living.
Just don't ask me,
How?
At every step, on every corner,
There are 'Men',
Waiting,
Waiting for me to pass by,
And entertain their eyes,
And to bring some colors to their bored life.
They find it quite funny, chasing girls,
They find it adventurous,
They find it manly,
There is no man, who hasn't chased a girl ever, they say,
What they don't feel is that there hasn't ever a girl, who had a 'breath',
A breath of freedom,
An essence of carelessness,
A feel of a being like a man.
What they don't feel is,
That woman is not just a body and flesh,
That chasing us is not an adventure.
Don't judge my age with my words,
I suffer, throughout,
Some impose themselves on me,
Making me marry a clown of concrete,
And restricting me within boundaries.
While some hit at me, and some hit on me,
(Wow, look at me, I'm still writing,
Knowing you won't care.)
Don't worry, I'm alive,
Just don't ask me,
How?

Silhouette

Let's

Let's travel, to some place,
Somewhere we both don't know,
And scream.
Let climb a mountain,
They say it's beautiful up there,
Let's see.
Let's hire a boat,
And row Upto horizon,
Let's stand still in waves,
And breath.
Let's meet people,
Talk to them,
They say there's Almighty inside them,
Listen to them what they say,
And hear.
Let's have a cup of coffee,
Somewhere in rains,
They say its blissful,
Let's close our eyes,
And smell.
Let's dance, fingers entwined
Time never waits for anyone,
Have maximum out of this night,
And relax.
Let's be in a crowd,
Stand as others pass by,
And laugh.
Let's just walk to a stranger,
Ask for directions,
For random places unplanned,
And trust.
Let's make joke on someone,
Laugh out loud,
Till our bellies ache,
And lie down.
Let's fall in love,
They say it's dangerous, but not a crime,
Follow each other,
And feel.
Let's have dinner,
Help out each other washing the dishes,
And sleep.
Let's write something,
Something you feel,
And fly.
Let's just smile,
And smile.
Let's be together,
For who knows where might our lives takes us,
Let's share,
For who knows how long will this night last,
Let's cry,
For who knows if death is painful in actual.
Let's just,
Let's breath and do something,
For only those who've lost it, knows its value,
Let's live.

PANGS OF LOVE

If it is not in my destiny to meet you
And this is your choice
Don't let me forget this
Let me live with this sorrow
Let me carry this pain.

Even when loud beats of music fills my ears
Even when I am surrounded by a crowd celebrating for me
Remind me i have not invited you
Let me live with this sorrow
Let me carry this pain.

Even when my pockets are full
Even when I have lost the capacity to gulp another spoon of my delicious dish
Remind me I have not served you
Let me live with this sorrow
Let me carry this pain.

Even when my cheeks starts paining due to lots of laughter
Even when I had been talking for hours
Remind me I didn't yet had a word with you
Let me live with this sorrow
Let me carry this pain.

Look Across

The Incomplete Emotion